Feelings.

We're all walking around with these glossy eyes. "I'm just tired" we say. But you know what? Its bullshit. Yes, we are tired, but its not all from lack of sleep. We are tired of waking up with nothing to look forward to, tired of going to bed exhausted after doing a million things we find no enjoyment in doing. We're tired of this void, this emptiness that looms over us even though our days are packed. We're tired of the loneliness that presses down on us even though we're surrounded by dozens of people. So why can't we just say it? Why are so afraid to look into each other's eyes and say "I'm unhappy, I'm broken. I'm hopeless and I'm fallible" ? We've been conditioned to associate pain with weakness, sadness with coldness, loneliness with unworthiness, difference with disease, as if these feelings are contagious, as if ambivalence is something not to be felt but to be feared. Well, I say screw all of that. Screw forced smiles and polite handshakes and I'm fine, thank you's. Screw the fear of crying in a public place, screw the fake chipper voice, screw the lies we spit to cover up our problems. We are human. We are meant to feel. To feel everything and to feel openly. We are not mental - we are emotional and empathetic. We have a heart that beats and a brain that thinks. We're alive. We are intricate and beautiful and we should never hide the things that make us human, because if we do, then what's left to show?