This happens to me every now and then and I don't know I'd it's one of those things that you think just happen to you but then you go on the Internet and there's a Facebook page about it.
So yeah. Sometimes I really want to make conversation with someone and I know they want to talk to me (I guess :3) and you know that they're not dumb enough to not be able to hold a conversation but it just doesn't happen for some reason. Like you're both making attempts but you're all talked out and you don't know what to say that sounds effortless or whatever.
Anyway, I have two articles due for the school newspaper in 5 hours so I shouldn't be blogging. Xoxo

And I miss these faggots and stoning sessions. Jhun also :(

Being insightful while doing my laundry.

I wanted to move as far away from home as possible because I was tired of living how people wanted me to. I mean, life wasn't bad. Looking at it now it was pretty great actually. But we find flaws in everything. So I did.
I wanted to be independent. Show that I can make it on my own. I dont know what I was expecting but there is nothing empowering about doing my own laundry.
Yes I feel more responsible and independent but being an adult in a foreign country isnt rainbows and butterflies. Damn those Yash raj movies where everyone is always happy and singing in the middle of the street.
Update is, I still haven't found a place to live. My birthday is in 5 days and I have absolutely no plans. It might have something to do with the fact that I'm homeless. I have two articles for the school newspaper due Monday and Citibank messed with my account so my card won't work.
And I did my own laundry.
Every time I feel tired or sad I keep reminding myself that I'm exactly where I've always wanted to be. And too many people have worked quite hard to get me where I am. Especially my father. And a lot of people are counting on me. And knowing that keeps me from giving up. I'm going to make it. Cuz for the first time, I actually believe in myself.