Her.

She remembered the
day he asked her out. The sky had been crystal clear. Her heart was jumping.
Her stomach churning. He was finally asking her out!!!! She couldn't believe
it. I mean sure she'd wasted all her 11:11 wishes on it & stuff, but it
happening for real was just... Wow.  She was crazy bout him. She knew it,
the world knew it. Everyone knew it. Except for him. && if he
did know, he chose to ignore it. But here he was. Asking her to be his
girlfriend. She obviously said yes. He was everything she'd ever wanted. Why
would she say anything but yes. She shouldn't have said yes. She just fell for
the wrong guy. I'm not saying that there was anything wrong with him. He was
just fabulous. But he was just wrong for her. It was a week of bliss. &
then he suddenly didn't want her anymore. She screamed, she cried, she broke
things. Nothing helped. She cut herself, cried a little more untill her friends
gave her the usual "he-wasnt-worth-you-anyway" talk. But she knew he
was worth it, worth her. She just wasn't good enough. But she couldn't go on
like this. So she wore her fake smile , put on her make-up and tried to face
life again. She was still friends with him. She couldn't do without him in her
life. It hurt everytime she was with him. The way he smiled and gave her
butterflies. She loathed the feeling. She tried & tried so hard to get
over him, to forget everything , but its a little more complicated than that.
About a month after they broke up she was getting ready for prom. This really sweet
guy asked her & her friends wanted her to go out, so she agreed. She
wore a light pink dress & tried to look happy. She was just doing her
hair when her phone rang. His ringtone. Why was he calling her? Reluctantly she
answered.  "Hey..?" "Hey , are you going for the prom
tonight?" "Uhh yea. Why?" " Oh cuz I had an extra ticket
& I thought I'd like you to come with me. But its cool. I'll talk to
you later then. Have fun" "Hey hold on. I don't really have a date.
I'll see you there at 8." "Okay then. See ya" She didn't know
why she lied to him. Or why she ditched her date. Or why she was still stuck on
to him. But he called. & she just had to go. She shouldn't have gone
either. Not to get it wrong. The night was awesome. They made out , danced ,
made out a little more. It was blissful. Things were good again. He was going
to come back to her. Life couldn't get better. She was wrong. AGAIN.
[Yeah, girls can be stupid like this. Give the guy a zillion chances
&& trusting him to not break your heart. But he is stupider. He
won't realise he had you, who was amazing, until you're to far gone.] Just as
the prom was about to end & everyone was all smiling & not
wanting to go home. His phone rang. It was different from his ringtone for
everyone. He bothered keeping special ringtones? His mom or someone, she
thought & didn't let it bother her. He stared at his phone screen.
Blinked twice. "I have to take this." He said. She couldn't make out
anything from the tone of his voice. He started making his way out, she
followed him.  They were standing outside , he answered the phone.
"How come you called?" Is how he greeted the person on the other
side. "I don't fucking care." "What?" "Is there
anything left to say?" "No I don't fucking wanna turn around."
She heard this & immediately turned around. Impulsive. But she couldn't
make sense of the conversation.  Standing behind them was a brunette
chick, kinda pretty, in a grey dress, talking on the phone and staring straight
at her . she recognized the brunette from somewhere. She was his friend. But
what was she doing here? The brunette glanced towards him, and started walking
in their direction. He was walking towards her too. And they met halfway. Just
started at each other for the longest time. && then broke into
the most romantic kiss. It had started to rain. & she just stood there
drenched in her light pink dress as no one noticed her cry.
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This is story is
for all you girls out there. We all make mistakes. Get our hearts broken. Break
some hearts. But don't let him take you for granted. You might think hes the
one, but your Prince Charming will know what he has when he has you &&
won't be foolish enough to let go :)
So don't worry. The
knight in the shining armour will come along. Until then keep having fun
with all the losers in tin foil :)
xoxo