its hard to accept the truth when the lies are exactly what you wanted to hear

I've accepted that we can't be but I've also accepted that
you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of me life,
the one who is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots.
the one who can make me feel like the happiest person on the planet
but also make me cry within miliseconds
no matter how happy i am otherwise and no matter how long it's been
i feel fortunate to have felt love so real