Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Blegh.

Hello. I'm really high right now so pardon the insightfulness. Or actually, I realised, I'm always insightful on my blog. So don't.
But here goes.
Do you ever feel like you're doing nothing? Going no where with life? Just wasting away your time? Cuz I do. And I don't mean that I'm not spreading world peace or helping the starving kids in Africa. This is not one of those "What am I doing to make the world we live in a better place?" moments. Its more of "I wake up at 3 i the afternoon, sit in bed all day and eat ice-cream" kinda moments. Okay I lied. I woke up at 6 in the evening. Which is TOO late. Even according to my standards. And I haven't left my house in 3 days. I literally just sleep in bed, earn points on Pottermore, blog, read and eat. And its getting to me. Even going out for a movie or chilling with people would be DOING SOMETHING. But here I am, checking when all my shows come off hiatus so I have something to look forward to.
I already promised I'd volunteer at riding school for some of the camps. And those camps are a week long every now and then until June. And I'm stuck at home between those camps and I can't even join some sort of classes cuz I won't be in town long enough to finish a course.
So if anyone has any ideas of what I can do with all this time I have free, please feel free to message me. I feel so worthless and lazy its terrifying. So thats it for now. TA

3 comments:

  1. Hey Noopur. Have been following your blog for some time now on my Reader.
    This is something that I have been going through as well. But you know what helped me? Art. Just doing ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING CREATIVE, helps you feel better and as if you're making a difference in your life. When you feel that irritating restless energy, you should go for a walk. Anytime you feel like it. Do you have a camera? Just go walk the streets clicking pictures. I've done it in Deer Park in Delhi once. GAWD that was fun! And I do it every now and then while taking a break at work, when I feel restless sitting at home, etc.
    Also, you REALLY need to change your routine. After I quit my previous job, my routine was pretty much the same. Waking up late, having breakfast at 3pm, lunch at 7 and then sklpping dinner altogether. Wreaked havoc with my bodily functions. One I decided to change that, I found jogging early in the morning is an amazing and energizing experience. And the release of endorphins in the body is always awesome ;)
    Can't think of anything else, and I guess this is enough anyway, coming from a stranger. All the best!! :)

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  2. go out....get in touch with your friends....and by the looks of your blog,u'll have a lot of people to hang out with=)

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  3. Everybody has a I-just-wanna-laze-around-and-stuff-my-face-with-food phase. I'd say make the most of it while it lasts, because it is usually followed by a oh-shit-i-must-work-my-ass-off phase :P

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