Anuran Roy

Well, this post is about Boom. He is a very important part of my life & I don't even know how. We go months without talking. We meet once in 3 months or less. But he still somehow is so important.
Well, probably because I owe almost everything major that has happened to me in the past couple of years to him. If there was no Boom, there'd be no JD. Who is probably the most serious & mature relationship I've ever had. Unless you count Dev. Which also wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for Boom. & probably these aren't the best things that have happened to me. Dev is probably the worst thing that has happened to me (I'm still considering whether it was the best or the worst. I can't quite figure). But all of these things have made me who I am today. They have helped me mature. To make me the bitch I am. & quite frankly, I love myself. I wouldn't change a thing about my past. Yes, I haven't had the greatest life ever. Not even close. But I've come so far. Dealt with everything. & I do have days when I want to kill myself & everyone around me. But I guess that is how life is.
Apart from introducing me to the major guys in my life, Boom has also always been there. Looked out for me. Told me I'm messed up. Told me I should fix shit. Been a cynical asshole. But, you need a cynical asshole with all the fake-nice people around you. Someone who tells you that yes, you're in deep shit. But you're going to work & make it better.
Boom is also, most definitely, the weirdest friend I have. I've known the guy for over 5 years & I still don't get him. I have no clue why he does whatever he does.  But he does it. Screws up. Leaves the mess. & screws up all over again.
I'm quite glad I have a friend like you, Boom :) I just wanted to say that though you don't remember my birthday. & though we don't talk everyday. You're one of the people I trust the most. & you're a dick. But this is the post where I say nice things about you. So we'll just let that be.
Okay so thats it. KThnxBye :*